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Son of Spergy

Artist
Daniel Caesar
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Language
Chinese, with an English translation
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English translation

Machine-assisted translation of Vanessa’s Chinese original.

Daniel Caesar is very good at singing so that it sounds like an offhand remark. The volume isn’t high, and the vocal runs may not be especially showy, but once he opens his mouth, the instruments seem to step back a little on their own. Son of Spergy still has this pull, only this time he doesn’t keep himself at the center of a romance the whole time. He starts looking more seriously at his father, and at what he has inherited from his father.

Spergy is his father’s nickname, and the cover puts his father’s image right on it. This decision already adds a bit of pressure to the album. When you write about a relative you once had a tense relationship with, it is easy to move into reconciliation too early, or to sum up many years of problems in a few sentences of blame. What is good about this album is that both feelings can still be heard. Closeness is happening, and the old matters haven’t automatically become irrelevant because of it.

Rain Down opens with a choir, and Sampha’s voice is in it too. The layering of voices is very soft, but has a weight close to prayer. Daniel’s religious upbringing turns here into a concrete way of singing, with the lead and the harmonies answering each other, simple lines sung again and again, and the feeling gathering bit by bit. The influence of gospel music runs through the whole album, but you don’t need to know his whole life story to feel the support these voices give him.

Have a Baby (With Me) says the wish for a family very directly. The piano and the rhythm leave space, and the voice feels intimate inside it. An invitation like this can of course be very romantic, but heard within this album, it also makes me think about how much preparation it takes to build a new family. Whether the longing for the future also contains an expectation of repairing the past. The song doesn’t spell out the question, and this uncertainty is worth keeping.

Call on Me makes the sound a little rougher, and the texture of the guitar and the rhythm add friction to the softer part before it. Daniel’s melody is still smooth, but doesn’t sink completely into comfort. I like these brief changes, because the vocals on the whole album are so easy to relax into, and now and then something else is needed to call attention back.

Baby Blue is the song on this album you can’t get around. His father, Norwill Simmonds, really joins in the singing, and father and son are no longer just a pair of relations in the lyrics. They have to breathe and take turns with lines inside the same piece of music. The two voices have places where they can recognize each other, and also clearly different weights. Listening to them joined together is more convincing than any line explaining reconciliation.

This song also isn’t made into a proper family memorial. The arrangement changes, the sound is sometimes processed to be less natural, and the sections don’t walk steadily all the way to a climax. For me, this not entirely stable shape is actually fitting. The two are already willing to sing together, and the relationship still needs to keep going, and can’t be settled once and for all in one song.

Root of All Evil takes the self-examination further. The album talks about the father, and gradually also about Daniel’s own desires and responsibilities. If a person only explains all his own problems as results of how he grew up, in the end it is still hard to change anything. Here he doesn’t stand the whole time in the position of waiting for an apology, and this gives the whole album more weight.

Who Knows is a light one among them. The acoustic guitar and the voice sit very close, the melody follows the tone of speech, and not every rise and fall of feeling is turned into a big scene. I really like the uncertainty it leaves. If the two can get along right now, then get along seriously for now, and there is no need for the future to be guaranteed immediately. On an album that keeps looking back at the previous generation, this attitude also seems precious.

In Moon, Bon Iver’s voice brings another kind of sense of space. Voices are layered and pushed far away, the words are sometimes no longer the only center of attention, and the contact between timbres matters as well. By Touching God, the addition of Yebba and Blood Orange makes the parts richer again. Each of them is very good at handling small changes in volume, and the power of the song comes from listening to each other and making room for each other.

But this beautiful collaboration also has a cost. The soft tones in the middle and later part continue without a break, and the edges of several songs become similar. The melodies certainly differ, but on a first full listen it is easy to remember only one big stretch of warm sound. Sign of the Times and Emily’s Song are relatively compact, and at least let the album keep some breathing room here, without stretching every feeling out too long.

No More Loving on Women I Don’t Love puts responsibility back into love life. The frankness of the title carries a somewhat late self-awareness, admitting that his behavior makes others pay a price. A song like this is meaningful under the father and son theme: discussing the influence the previous generation left, in the end you still have to return to how you treat the person in front of you.

Sins of the Father ends with a longer stretch of time, with Bon Iver appearing again, and the voice and accompaniment slowly piling up. Nearly eight minutes gives some lines a chance to be understood again, and the places that first seemed like blame may later also carry doubt about himself. But I didn’t feel it demands that the listener must forgive anyone. It is more about admitting that a family tie stays in a person’s voice for a long time.

What I like most about Son of Spergy is still the moment in Baby Blue when the father really opens his mouth. All the earlier thoughts about inheritance, conflict and getting closer now have an object that can be heard. Singing well is of course important, and two people being willing to leave their voices in the same song is already a very concrete thing done.

Chinese original

Daniel Caesar 很会把声音唱得像一句不经意的话。音量不大,转音也未必特别显眼,但他一开口,乐器就好像自动退了一点。Son of Spergy 依然有这种吸引力,只是这次他没有一直把自己放在恋爱关系的中心。他开始更认真地看父亲,也看自己从父亲那里继承了什么。

Spergy 是父亲的昵称,封面也直接放上了父亲的形象。这样的决定已经让专辑多了一点压力。写一个曾经与自己关系紧张的亲人,很容易过早地进入和解,或者把很多年的问题概括成几句责怪。这张专辑比较好的地方,是两种情绪都还能听见。亲近正在发生,旧事并没有因此自动变得无关紧要。

Rain Down 用合唱打开,Sampha 的声音也在其中。人声之间的叠加很柔和,却有一种近似祷告的重力。Daniel 的宗教成长背景在这里转化成了具体的歌唱方式,主唱与和声相互回应,简单的句子被反复唱,情绪一点点聚起来。福音音乐的影响贯穿整张,但不需要知道他的全部身世,也能感受到这些声音给他的支撑。

Have a Baby (With Me) 把家庭的愿望说得很直接。钢琴和节奏留着空间,人声在里面显得亲密。这样的邀请当然可以很浪漫,不过放在这张专辑里听,也会让我想到,建立一个新的家庭究竟需要多少准备。对未来的渴望里,是否也包含了修补过去的期待。歌没有把问题讲透,这份不确定反而值得留下。

Call on Me 让声音变得更粗一点,吉他的质地和节奏都给前面偏柔软的部分增加了摩擦。Daniel 的旋律仍然顺,但没有完全陷进舒适里。我喜欢这些短暂的变化,因为整张专辑的人声实在太容易让人放松,偶尔需要一点别的东西把注意力叫回来。

Baby Blue 是这张专辑无法绕开的歌。父亲 Norwill Simmonds 真正加入演唱,父与子不再只是歌词里的一组关系,他们得在同一段音乐里呼吸、接句。两个人的声音有能互相认出的地方,也有明显不同的重量。听他们并在一起,比听任何一句关于和解的说明都更有说服力。

这首歌也没有被做成一场端正的家庭纪念。编曲会变化,声音有时被处理得不那么自然,段落并非一路稳稳地走向高潮。对我来说,这种不完全安稳的形状反而合适。两个人已经愿意一起唱歌,关系仍然需要继续相处下去,无法在一首歌里一次解决。

Root of All Evil 把自我审视继续往下放。专辑谈父亲,也逐渐谈到 Daniel 自己的欲望与责任。一个人如果只把自己的问题都解释成成长经历的结果,最终还是很难改变什么。他在这里并没有一直站在等待道歉的位置上,这让整张专辑更有分量。

Who Knows 是其中很轻巧的一首。木吉他和歌声靠得很近,旋律顺着说话的语气走,没有把每一次情绪起伏都做成大场面。我很喜欢它留出的不确定。两个人眼下能够相处,就先认真地相处,未来没有必要被立刻保证。放在一张不断回看上一代人的专辑里,这样的态度也显得珍贵。

Moon 里 Bon Iver 的声音带来另一种空间感。人声被分层、拉远,词句有时不再是唯一的注意中心,音色之间的接触同样重要。到了 Touching God,Yebba 与 Blood Orange 的加入又让声部更丰富。几个人都很会处理细小的音量变化,歌曲的力量来自彼此听着、彼此让开。

不过,这种漂亮的协作也有一点代价。中后段连续的柔和音色,使几首歌的边缘变得相似。旋律当然有差别,但第一次完整听完,很容易只记住一大片温暖的声音。Sign of the Times 和 Emily’s Song 篇幅相对紧凑,至少让专辑在这里保留了些呼吸,没有把每一种情绪都延伸得太久。

No More Loving on Women I Don’t Love 把责任落回感情生活里。标题的坦白带着一点迟来的自觉,承认自己的行为会让别人付出代价。这样的歌放在父子主题下面很有意义,讨论上一代人留下的影响,最后仍然要回到自己怎样对待眼前的人。

Sins of the Father 用更长的时间收尾,Bon Iver 再次出现,人声与伴奏慢慢叠起来。将近八分钟的篇幅让一些句子有机会被重新理解,最初像指责的地方,后来可能也带上了对自己的疑问。但我没有觉得它要求听者必须原谅谁。它更多是在承认,一段亲缘关系会在一个人的声音里待很久。

我最喜欢 Son of Spergy 的,还是 Baby Blue 里父亲真的开口的那一刻。此前所有关于继承、冲突和靠近的想法,都有了可以听见的对象。唱得好听当然重要,两个人愿意在同一首歌里留下声音,本身也已经做了一件很具体的事。